New Drama...

ok so i officially have new drama!!! so i have been liking this boy for the longest of time now. well actually i have been crushing on him since the beginning of senior year and the only reason why we didnt do anything is because he had a girlfriend and i wasnt about that cheating stuff. but anyways i graduated about a month ago and he just broke up with his girlfriend. now i know your probaly wondering how is this a problem right? well its a problem because i am going away to texas for college and he is staying here... and i just dont know if i could honestly make long distance work... i dont even know if he could make long distance work... and we have been talking for a while and last night he asked me whats going to happen with us and i really dont know. i just dont know if its even worth starting a relationship over. i just dont want to start something here with him then go off to texas and feel tied down to home. and i wouldnt even know what he would be doing because its not like we go to the same school or anything anymore... we are going to be two states away from eachother!!! and its like an 18 hour drive from here to there and i just dont think i could do that. and another problem is that when he was with his girlfriend he was still trying to start something up with me and i wasnt for that so im thinking what if he finds someone he likes in college and starts doing to me what he did to her... what if he wants to be with someone else but wont break up with me just like he did her? i really dont know... i am just so stuck right now. maybe i just need to keep writing because this is really helping ALOT... welp thanks for your ear!!! or eyes!! lol bye blogger!!!!