June 1. 2011

ok so my like has been very interesting these past few months. i think that i am going to go on a vacation for a little while... ok so i just graduated from south mountain high school like about a good three weeks ago. and since then i have had my ups and downs but i think the worst thing that could have ever happened to be was yesterday when i found out the boy that i really liked and thought we were actually gonna be something with has a girlfriend who he is very much in love with. i9 think that was the most low down dirty shameful thing someone could have ever done to me. i think the reason it is getting to me like this is because i really like him and i really wanted to be with him and i believed his little story about him not wanting to be in a relationship right now because his heart was still broken from the last one. i really believed him and i think thats where i went wrong. that is where i let my guard down and made myself look stupid because now im the one alone. he is still in a relationship and doing just fine with her but im the one still single with my heart broken for the second time by him. fool me once sham on you fool me twice shame on me. i mean i never would have thought he could or would do something like this to me. i think the number one mai reason i am getting so mad at this whole situation is because he could have said yo can we just be friends right now because i am in a relationship and i do love her very much. i mean it still would have hurt a little bit but i would have respected that and got over him but instead of him doing that he lied to me.., TWICE!! and i believed him time and time again and i just think its time i move on from him. thats why i am so glad that i am going to school in texas away from everyone and all this drama . it is going to give me a chance to try something new. meet new people... do new things. and get away from all of this heartbreak.